Oh Monika, You are strong, confident, athletic, beautiful. The spark of her flame is there, but shrouded by a veil of soft defeat. ![]() Occasionally he snorts when she laughs, which she finds slightly embarrassing, but also very funny. ![]() This often prompts a different tangent idea that makes her very excited and then to lose her train of thought, which causes her to giggle at her own silliness. Overloaded with great ideas, Sayori's voice will go from animated 'idea announcement' (often followed by an excited gasp), to quick 'bullet list' that expound and make the idea greater. Ideally spending non-intense quality time with one other person, but that takes a lot of trust to show someone that the real you is very different than the one you portray to everyone. But the mania is not the real her, and it get to be draining. It is a defense mechanism and a part she plays well and suits her, getting her though the day in a way that isn't lonely. yet! Sayori is manic and extroverted in public. We know each other better than anyone, and still there's a lot I don't know about her. If I had I would have known she was hiding sadness and I would have given her the attention that she deserves to alleviate all of it. Less worried that her opinion will cause a fight. Privately with MC: the same but much more tender and vulnerable. If none comes, she gives a satisfied self smile and continues the conversation at full tempo, and just a little too loud. She ends with a "there, I said it" slight nod of her head and prepares for a possible negative reaction. She starts slowly/thoughtfully with the first few words, and quickly speeds up the tempo until the idea is out like an arrow off a bow. Publicly: At the start of a conversation, or change of subject, there is a pause before she speaks, like a cat sizing up another cat. Her allowing MC in to her world despite what she deals with at home, is testament to her strength of character. She tends to lash out when she feels vulnerable. She's different when we're alone, she's the real Natsuki with me. I admire how strong and practical she is despite all she has to deal with. Privately with MC: Even softer in volume and slower in tempo. When this happens she also uses the "um_" and "uh_" unconscious delaying techniques that allow a speaker time to formulate thoughts. ![]() Occasionally she will think out loud, which causes embarrassment and some stammering. She emphasizes the points of her topic by inflections of higher pitch on key words, and a slightly longer pause on the comas that follow. Soft enough to invite you closer and captivate your attention. It is silky and just slightly throaty, like a torch singer speaking. Publicly: Yuri's voice has a youthful maturity about it. When you're able to woo her in game with poetry, she sees that you "get it", and that connection is what she didn't know that she has been missing. Her embrace of metaphors as a way to emphasize the emotions she is trying to capture and convey. I just want to hold her, and run my fingers through her hair. She is alluring and I am drawn to her mystery like a moth to a flame. Time spent together is always rich and worthwhile. Love that she lets me into her secret and protected world.
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